29 de diciembre de 2011

Mary was the type of girl, she always liked to fall apart

       Hay una niña sola en su habitación, jugando con el aire y su imaginación. No comparte tesoros ni tampoco secretos. Su universo es grande, más que el mundo entero. Ella ríe sin saber por qué, ella habla si saber por qué, ella mira a su alrededor y no ve más que dolor. 
       Niña, ¿Qué va a ser de ti? Sin sueños que cumplir, con tu vida no querrás seguir...
       Cien noches de lágrimas y de fría oscuridad, el calor más cercano era el de la soledad. Tiene tanto miedo a que puedan entrar en su frágil burbuja de irrealidad..

No estamos en la misma sintonía.
Antes de dormir, veo las cosas que me dió. Y es entonces cuando me siento mal y comienzo a extrañarle. Y es entonces cuando pienso: "Tal vez debería haberle regalado algo". Así ahora tal vez estaría extrañándome también. Quizás sus regalos eran sólo para hacerme sentir como me siento el día de hoy. Quizás soy una malagradecida que no asume cargos de conciencia ni piensa bien de los demás. Quizás, ambas. Pero no estamos en la misma sintonía.

Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never comin' 'round.
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears.
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by.
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes.
Turn around, bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart.
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild.
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lyin' like a child in your arms.
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry.
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes.
Turn around, bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart.
And I need you now tonight, and I need you more than ever. And if you'll only hold me tight, we'll be holding on forever. And we'll only be making it right, 'cause we'll never be wrong, together we can take it to the end of the line. Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time, I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark. We're livin' in a powder keg and givin' off sparks.
I really need you tonight, forever's gonna start tonight.
Once upon a time I was falling in love but now I'm only falling apart. There's nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart. Once upon a time there was light in my life but now there's only love in the dark. Nothing I can say, a total eclipse of the heart.
Turn around, bright eyes.
Turn around, every now and then I know you'll never be the boy you always wanted to be.
Turn around, but every now and then I know you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am.
Turn around, every now and then I know there's no one in the universe as magical and wondrous as you.
Turn around, every now and then I know there's nothing any better, there's nothing that I just wouldn't do.
Turn around, bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart.

- Y a fin de cuentas no soy distinta de aquella idiota que te quería -


Nota para mí
Dejá de hablar
sola y no
fantasees más.

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